Excerpted from I Am Still Your Negro: An Homage to James Baldwin by Valerie Mason-John. Edmonton: University of Alberta Press, 2020.
My Father’s Prayer
My father who art in the universe
What on earth is your name
Will you ever come
Thy will be home
Dead or alive
Give me day or night your daily name
And I will forgive your sons
Forgiving all those who have colluded with your sins
And lead me not into more unhappiness
But deliver me from this pain
For thou have the power and the knowledge
Forever and ever
Of
All men.
Sticks and Stones
Sticks and stones did break my bones
And words did always hurt me.
My white mother told me never to moan.
She was old and cold as stone.
I was young and as scared as she.
Sticks and stones did break my bones.
I had no friends, so played alone.
I hated myself for being an adoptee.
My white mother told me never to moan.
A white child broke my jawbone.
He pulled me down onto my knees.
Sticks and stones did break my bones.
One day I was found crying on my own.
White children came over and pissed on me.
My white mother told me never to moan.
When there was blood on the kerbstone
My white mother tried to protect me
Sticks and stones did break my bones.
But she still told me never to moan.
During the 60s and 70s in the UK, Black families were not considered suitable enough to adopt or foster a black child.
Self Portrait 1: The Colour of My Skin
The colour of my skin is the root of my ecstasy
The seed of my life
The colour of my skin is one of nature’s glories
The bloom of my life
The colour of my skin is the flower of my legacy
The taboo of my oppressors
The colour of my skin is the greatness of my splendour
The guilt of my kidnappers
The colour of my skin is the celebration of Eden
Black is an omnipotent being
The rejoicing of life
Black the colour of many skins
Is nature’s own deliberation
The colour of my skin is your fear
My strength
Your ignorance
My wisdom
Your blemish
My beauty
This poem was exhibited at the National Portrait Gallery in London, and toured the UK and Scotland as part of the self portrait Exhibition.